Monday, June 16, 2008

Starting Over

The bitch arrived yesterday, early and uninvited, only twenty-two days after she visited last. What the fuck. We've been unofficially trying to conceive since last July. I've never been on birth control so I thought that I get pregnant immediately. No such luck. Meanwhile, three of my closest friends are expecting and about ten acquaintances are. It is going to be a rough 2008!


Deep down, I know that something is not right, either with me or my husband, or both. Shit needs to get done this month....meaning that I made an appointment with a highly recommended Ob-Gyn and my husband must get a sperm analysis this month. No more waiting.